WARNING: this post may contain inappropriate words. if you wish to continue, please don't lecture and don't judge me!
I SOOO need my closet back right now. I'm pissed, angry, furious, irate, enraged ..etc. you may use whatever synonyms that come to your mind. I'm so angry that I'm ready to kill anyone who dares to cross me again. yes .. you may say that I TOTALLY LOST IT!
my sister's wedding is so close, it's about three weeks from now. I found my dream dress. it's simple and elegant just like I wish, but I didn't buy it till now and en sha'a allah I will soon. what makes me wanna rip someone's head off is that one of my younger sisters is insisting on getting a dress in almost the same color and the same model, although I have WARNED them - my entire family - not to get or even think close to that. because one of the most important rules in siblings weddings is that " you don't get to wear like each other not even closely! unless it's O.K. among your sisters to do so".
it's like a SIN! just WRONG .. FORBIDDEN .. PROHIBITED!!!
when it happens that one of the sisters wants what the other sister desires, ones must drop it and respects the other sister's desire and look for other options. there is always a plan B. there are LOADS and LOADS of dresses why you wanna play with fire?!!
actually there are lots of other reasons that are making me what I am now. one of them is I got into a HUGE horrible fight with my parents because of that. they don't share me the same mentality and are standing against me. I hate it because they shouldn't - specially mom! because I told her about my choice waaay before my other sis did. y3ny she was supposed to know the situation and respect my wish. but apparently I got stabbed in the back and thrown out of the window. :S
I don't know what I'm supposed to do now. I'm pissed and I wanna kill somebody!! :@ maybe I should look for that singer whom my friend R told us about. so I don't go straight to hill.
